本應失望的事從未讓我失望。
The disappointment never failed me。
我將努力使自己在沒有你的日子裡生活得更好。
Without you， I will try to make myself better。
在沒有小鹿的時候，我的心中只有黑暗和孤獨。
There is only darkness and loneliness in my heart， no deer。
一提起就會後悔，一想到就會喜歡。
It‘s a pity to mention it， and I like it when I think of it。
“乖”有什麼用，我並不覺得難過。
What’s the use of being good？ I‘m not sad yet。
忍受了所有的痛苦之後，就不會再想和誰在一起了。
After going through all the hardship， I don’t want to be with anyone so much。
許多時候，因為沒有得到，所以就假裝沒有得到。
In many cases， because I can‘t get it， I pretend I don’t want it。
後來除了快件，我沒有其他任何人。
I won‘t wait for anyone except express delivery。
人際間，只在初識時是最好的。
Between people， it is best when they first meet。
我要開心，可悲傷不會放過我。
I want to be happy， but sad will not let me go。
從不會突然不喜歡，只是你突然知道他不喜歡而已。
Never suddenly disliked it， only you suddenly knew that he disliked it。
我許的願，幾乎全是反的。
Almost all the wishes I made came in the opposite direction。
既然主動者是我，那麼你就有籌碼來傷害我？
Because I am the one who takes the initiative， so you have a bargaining chip to hurt me？
之後我終於明白，無法兌現的承諾成了束縛。
Then I finally realized that the promise that could not be fulfilled became a shackle。
總是會有人愚蠢到哭完擦乾眼淚繼續愛你。
There are always people who are so stupid that they cry and dry their tears and continue to love you。
以後不愛了也是真的不愛了。
Later， when I didn’t love， I really didn‘t love。
希望一直都能喜歡你，但失望太多。
I want to like you all the time， but I am disappointed too much。
